IDENTITY
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
=the illusion=
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
Part of me died
When I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you'll ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Than you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go
That I loved you more
Than you will ever know
And part of me died
When you let me go
*
You, doin' that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces, like you always do
And you, don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been goin' through
Well, I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do
And I, know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that
You'll be mine someday
Cause we, could be happy, can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do
I don't ask a lot girl but I know one thing's for sure
It's the love I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore
Cause we, could be happy, can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you, you're doing that thing
Everyday, just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do
=the H-hour=
You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong, instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you, to rain on my parade
You never say a word, unless it's to complain
It's driving me insane
If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars for all that I have
If I were you
Look what surrounds you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take, for you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time
If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love
That I do
Yeah, if I were you
If I were you
Yeah, if I were you
So what's it going to take, for you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, for the ones I love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I were you
*
Now stop.
The blame doesn't lie on others; it just begins with yourself.
For something to end; it requires the particular person whom started it to end it himself.
Now on another issue(in case I get flamed);
"Yes sir, I'm able to identify the objective and the waypoints leading to it."
"Very good, now go, and do not fail us"
-
"Had a nice stay in Holland?"
"Sir! I could see the objective and waypoints very clearly! However, by following the compass and the map, I couldn't seem to be able to locate them!"
Maps and compasses don't go wrong; people do.
Problem faced and no solution found:
Heaven can't seem to accept me, and Hell is afraid I take over
*
The true meaning of this phrase came to me:
The only easy day was yesterday
How true
We are our enemy's worse nightmare
We are one with the shadows
Making the most hostile territory our home, with our sharp minds and nerves of steel
We snatch victory from deep within enemy lines
We're the reason hostile forces are afraid of the dark
There's something we've that make us even more deadly
I do You follow
You fail I answer
Leaders!
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
=the graveyard; a hangover i REALLY DON'T deserve=
never felt like this before
ever felt like crying but the tears can't come out?
ever felt like screaming but no sound is heard?
just a helicopter whirling out of control
was that the only way to get me out of this mess?
"Super 64, it seems your tail rotor's pretty chipped. Advise you to return back to base"
"Nah we're fine here, all's good"
"Attention all units, we've a black hawk down..I repeat, we've a black hawk down"
*
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know its a little f**ked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home
You know, the place you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know its a little f**ked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home
I want you to know its a little f**ked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home
Please
*
This is something we've in abundance
Let the 51st CSLC begin
Let the fun begin
-addon at 2100
If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time
Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I can get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this
So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess i was wrong now one more time
Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I can get down to the ground
And i tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this,
So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this
Sick cycle carousel, this is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah
So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
*
It's time to step down for good, in fact I'm running late..
Somethings are not meant to be tried.
Somethings are meant to be tried, and to be continued.
Somethings are meant to be tried once, and that would be the first and the last time.
For us to succeed, this is a must.
