IDENTITY
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
=The Summary=
Song ringing in my head:
Things Will Go My Way from the album Two by The Calling
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
I came to tell you
How we've all began
Nothing seems to work out right
I'm broken down again
So hold me now
And say it's not forever
Maybe someday
In time
The end of 2006
So many things have happened
Too many things have happened
Good things have happened
Bad things have happened
Almost everyone thinks that this is a really fast year
Time flies past us like nobody's business
My brain's struggling to keep up with the pace
struggling to implant events into my memories
I've pushed to get through
The crowds in twisted zone
Just to find I'm right back here
Doing what I'm told
So take my hand
Don't let me surrender
Cuz maybe someday
Yeah, in time
Time's so fast
It's almost a year
So does time really heal wounds?
Even if it does, it would still leave a scar
But scars ultimately serves as a reminder
Like on one of my leg, it served as a reminder on how I failed my team in the tnf meet in 2004
We cannot undo things that has already been done
Instead of lamenting about the damage done
Apply damage control
Guess that person, not you and not you too but you, must have felt that way too
Judging from the way you were talking about it
*
Yet again, 2006 proved to be a very challenging year
Meeting many new people
Adapting to a totally new environment
Things didn't really help when one has a dead weight
Learning to pick up the pieces after someone whom you've really liked accepted you then left
But it's okay
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
As new friendships are forged, there are the existing ones too
And as usual, there is this constant fear
that people will change
but this is inevitable
because of the different lifestyles we're leading
the different ideals we possess
For all the lives I've tasted
Just looking for the truth
For all the dreams I'm chasing
What am I to do
With everything against me
The answers are all wrong
Open now, I'll find out
It was working all along
There are many first times again
There are the
happy times
sad times
times where i made the people who are dearest to me disappointed
encouraging moments
low morale periods
loneliest times
fortunate times
*
In conclusion it can be said that 2006 is not that good a year after all
but heck
let's treasure the present
and embrace the future
With this let me wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may 2007 be a much better year for all of us!
cheers!
yours truly,
Marc=)
Things will go my way
Things will go my way...
=The Sick Cycle Carousel=
Time-zone: M+5 days 7 hours 29 minutes
Song ringing in my head:
Wonderwall from the album (What's the Story)Morning Glory? by Oasis
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
the plan will go on
all we've got to do is to focus
concentrate
discipline will make us see the results
anyways xy
think i better mean what i told you
sighs
i think all i need for this christmas(maybe in future) are a few more jumps
they are the probably the only thing that can keep me in line
to you
do whatever you want
i don't really care anymore
time to let go......
let's say there's this person whom you met for only a day
you have a memorable time with her
but yet, there are misfortunes and misunderstandings
and without getting to know each other better
she disappears
the next time you ever hear from her again
is a year later
this time
she appears next to your best guy friend as his gf
they are really loving
how would you feel?
sometimes fate just loves to make fun of us.....
*and i don't want you to give me sthg that i do not want
i will accept it naturally if i've a desire for it......
i guess my christmas(s) are really cursed...
=The Benefit Of Doubt=
Time-zone: M+4 days 7 hours 27 minutes
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
popularity doesn't count for everything
yes it might mean something
but so?
that doesn't mean i've to give a higher priority for you
or treat you any better than the rest
2 lies were what I got in the end
when you two told me
i was skeptical about it
but it was ok
i gave you both my trust
which i think meant more to me than to anything else that mattered for that instance
ironically
the one that shouldn't have come turned up
the one that i should have seen, didn't turn up
oh well
i guess i could have seen it coming one way or another
isn't honesty the best policy?
or perhaps you've been educated in a way since young that lying your way through would be a better alternative
but don't you know that you have to use a lie to cover up for another lie
a lie to cover up for yet another lie?
another lie to cover up for yet another lie?
when would it end?
i'd rather you just deal me with the truth
yes it might be painful
but i guess at least it would be for the short-term
i hope
and you
stop being so self-centered
think for others
spread the love...
and I?
stop being such a bitch
Countdown: t-minus 7 days
Song ringing in my head:
currently none in particular
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
do my every action scream "this action comes with a motive"
or is it just me
maybe it's really time to mean what i really said
if i do something, you must have something to say about it
so why shouldn't i just not do anything
i'll do my best to not do anything.
=The Silence=
Countdown: t-minus 7 days
Song ringing in my head:
Creep from the album Pablo Honey by Creep
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so f**kin' special
i sometimes feel disillusioned with the world
maybe it's just the people
maybe it's just my friends
but i guess i just have to accept it
because when we grow up
people change, and that includes me
i used to think that is scary
but what i think is more scary is the fact that
i might one day be like them
changing into somebody whom i hated for that change
as time passes by
some dreams are forsaken
but new dreams are formed
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so f**kin' special
I wish I was special
I think for once I better mean what I say
I should just forget the past
and forge a new future
and i mean a new future
She's running out again
She's running
She runs runs runs runs...
runs...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so f**king special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
Countdown: t-minus 9 days
Song ringing in my head:
currently none in particular
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
From
To
To
And finally to
What will we be like 1 year down the road? 5 years? 10? 20? Only time can tell...
Heartiest congratulations to 2LT Tan Shing Ee for being awarded the Sword Of Honour(Navy).
Countdown: t-minus 9 days
Song ringing in my head:
currently none in particular
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
thinking of you
for no rhyme or reason
Countdown: t-minus 2 weeks 3 days
Song ringing in my head:
currently none in particular
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
The Straits Times Urban, page 15
November 30 2006
"Can I date my friend's ex?
......
Be prepared for your friendship to go down the drain"
Yes. It does hurt, for your information if you didn't happen to realise.
It hurts alot.
And I'm trying my very best to keep it under control.
Sometimes I wish I could ignore it.
Sometimes I wish I could forget it.
Sometimes I wish...
But I can't.
Especially when you're in sight.
Especially when it all began with you.
When it all started with you.
When it all....with you.
The heart overrides the mind.
The mind doesn't even stand a chance at all.
Either way, a friendship would be lost. Either this or that.
Choose one.