IDENTITY
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
=The Unknown=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
wish I could go for another range again
should have requested to go to the range with my superiors today
"Firers, take up your positions.
Own time own target, carry on..."
=The Untitled (a half-hearted entry)=
Song ringing in my head:
Everything You Want from the album Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon and
Canon In D (found in the hyperlink below)
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
Red Wine
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8
check this out
it serves to inspire
now
let's focus!
*edit
I know you think I couldn't make it
I will prove it to you that you're wrong
But don't be mistaken
It's not for your sake I'm doing this
I would be there someday
it maybe 2008
2009
2010
I just know that someday
soon enough
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know
=The Deception=
Song ringing in my head:
Swing, swing from the album The All-American Rejects by The All-American Rejects
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
Mango/Strawberry Margarita
Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love
Swing, swing, swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again
Did you think that I would cry,
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
Being alone?
I'll find someone new
Do you know what I think?
I think "love" is just a word that people use to deceive others.
Because "love" doesn't exist in the world.
It's just a lie.
An excuse.
It is created to distract people from what is actually happening.
I believe don't believe in a thing called love.
Let's see if you can change my opinion...
And oh! The quote of the day...
by tiong...
haha...
Bury me
(and by doing so) you thought your problems were gone
Carry me
away. away, away...
=The Awakening=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
quick entry...
there's discipline
now, there's a need for patience too.
there's no hurry. just wait, patiently
patience with discpline will ensure success
lesson learnt
never stop learning
just keep going
and going
we will be there one day
trust me
i know we can do it.
=The 3rd=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
This is a dedication to my blog.
No doubt that you've changed your identity several times.
Here's wishing you a happy 3rd birthday.
Thank you for enduring 3 years with me.
Thank you for going through thick and thin with me.
Listening to my non-stop ranting.
My happy entries.
My sad entries.
My disappointed entries.
My angry entries.
My emotional entries.
You are like my memoire; storing my memories, my thoughts, my emotions at any particular time.
You are like my best confidante; I can tell you almost anything I want, without a fear that others will know what I've told you.
You are like my best friend; being there in my happiest moments, being there when I fall and understanding me the most.
People come.
People go.
But you've always stood here with me.
A big thank you.
Looking forwards to your next birthday.
Cheers,
Marc=)
=The Definition=
Song ringing in my head:
最近 by 李圣杰
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
你最近不说话 怎么了
为什么是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单 有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的 我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的 却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早已就结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
Definition of discipline
American Heritage Dictionary
dis·ci·pline (dĭs'ə-plĭn)
n.
1. Training expected to produce a specific character or pattern of behavior, especially training that produces moral or mental improvement.
2. Controlled behavior resulting from disciplinary training; self-control.
3a. Control obtained by enforcing compliance or order.
3b. A systematic method to obtain obedience: a military discipline.
3c. A state of order based on submission to rules and authority: a teacher who demanded discipline in the classroom.
4. Punishment intended to correct or train.
5. A set of rules or methods, as those regulating the practice of a church or monastic order.
6. A branch of knowledge or teaching.
*
I know with discipline, we can achieve great things. Ok, now let's achieve great things.
=The Hibernation=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
it just keeps raining
but no i do not run from place to place
instead i walk slowly
allowing as many of the raindrops to hit me as possible
lide i think you can add another to the record besides khai
hahaha...
if only you were beside me, i would walk beside you in the rain
only you and me
just had a damn good shower
with hot water
pity the water wasn't hot enough
and the water pressure wasn't high enough to my expectations
what a perfect weather to sleep
if only...
there is point of time where young teenagers lose their point of innocence
(some people just like to remind me that i'm hitting the big 2 this year, hitting the big 2 is contradictory: you're neither a teenager nor a adult)
i'm not sure why i felt quite disappointed (i believe i told people around me at that time)
but i later realised i do not have the right to say about them
cause i've lost some degree of innocence
guangzu
please do not be that affected by what you see
there are many things happening that even i might not have imagined
some girls are really nice
i hope so that is
anyways silly you
damn silly
oh wells
since you think it to be that way
i won't exactly go confront you and clear your doubts
in fact you might just carry on thinking that way...
cause i know in my life many people look and view me differently
positively
negatively
but in the end, i know who i'm
the I in L.I.V.E
my image
my identity
i think that's what most important
some people might describe me as feminine
when i say go, i might mean don't go
but when i say stay, i might mean stay
when i say bye, i might actually want you to stay with me
and tell me i'm the only one for you
just give me your hand
and this world won't be the world we previously know it to be...
heh
for all you know
being a bachelor might be better afterall!
like in primary and secondary school times
i will leave my life in your hands
thank you fate.
=The Aftermath=
Song ringing in my head:
I Can't Hate You Anymore from the album What's Left Of Me by Nick Lachey
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
It drives you crazy
I chased away the shadows of your name
And burned the picture in a frame
But it couldn't save me
And how could we quit something we never even tried
Well you still can't tell me why
Ooooohhhh...
Today's a good day!
Today's a good day!
Your not the person who you used to be
The one I want who wanted me
And that's a shame but
There's only so many tears that you can cry
Before it drains the light right from your eyes
And I can't go on that way
And so I'm letting of everything we were
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
anyways had this interesting conversation...
the reason the opposite party gave was that "most of their actions have reasons"
like HOW NOT TRUE la
this is called stereotyping
haha
but it's okay
before I left for an overseas exercise I had a chat with my BMT PC who's a warrant officer
whom gave me the answer to the opposite sex
which I shall happily keep to myself
somethings ownself know can alr
wahaha
We built it up
To watch it fall
Like we meant nothing at all
I gave and gave the best of me
But couldn't give you what you need
You walked away
You stole my life
Just to find what your looking for
But no matter how I try
I can't hate you anymore
Sometimes you hold so tight
It slips right through your hands
Will I ever understand?
Agent Smith wouldn't have existed if not for Neo, the One.
So if hate doesn't exist, would love still exists?
=The Never Ending Walk=
Song ringing in my head:
Slide from the album Dizzy Up The Girl by Goo Goo Dolls
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults
Just had a nice chat with Weili
learnt quite a bit of things
made me understood and see a broader view
in order to achieve our dreams
there're bound to be sacrifices that have to be made
we may or may not like it
but ultimately we've to make a choice
talking to him or people these days
make me feel like what i'm doing is the right thing
the choices we may make are cruel
but eventually we know that they are for the better
Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you
Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it
Had a great talk with this friend of mine(Mr. Brightside) the other night too
He enlightened me on the other side of my life as well
Maybe I'm just thinking too much
like I usually do
And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away
could it be you? i must be dreaming
but i think that's immaterial for the moment
let's leave it to fate
so i can just lie back and relax
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
A short and sweet entry would do. Perfect.
Yeah we're gonna let it, slide
=The Beginning After An Ending=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set to shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Since it's the new year, thought I might have some resolutions to set the pace and tune for 2007...
1) Have much better financial management skills!
-thanks to Lemin. He told me he saved $7k this year. Like @#$*(#% how do you actually save that much. Woke up my idea. I think I'm poorer now than before I entered into the workforce.
2) I shall stay faithful to Floris and practise with her religiously and with utmost discipline. We will become one.
3) Become less arrogant and be more humble. Inspired by chow.
4) Stick more closely to my policies.
5) To not only improve vastly but to maintain a high level of fitness. Probably so as to stop people from calling me fat. Yucks.
6) Spread the love with a more relative equal distribution. Between my parents friends and loved ones.
7) Be less "go through motion" and actually absorb the stuff that is being taught.
that's all I think of. will add more if there's a need to!
goodbye 2006. hello 2007.