Sunday, August 26, 2007
=The Law of The Universe; Part III: The Ratio 1:24=Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/athere's a time for everything
it's painful
but sometimes there're certain things we just've to do
oh wells
i know i keep saying this but maybe we really should get started on what we set out to do
and am i being a sucker for you again?
am i being made use of, again?
so much for bringing out my old self again
i think it's time to accept the facts
for real this time
change is the only constant in this world...
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 22:18
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
=The Law of The Universe; Part II=Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/ai can't blame you
can i?
your just too innocent
it would be too unfair to you
but i just can't do it alone...
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:35
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
=The Law of The Universe=Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/ai've been complaining that i'm always not given enough time
however this time round, i've roughly 2 years
isn't 2 years enough?
if not, what is enough?
so is that to say that no matter how much time i've would be never enough?
or is it just an excuse to avoid the problem
maybe it's time to bring out the dreaded mirror
yes, cause
against my will i stand beside my own reflectionif so, how long can i avoid it for?
i don't have much time left on hand
somethings never change with time
like how i'll always be the immature one
so much for thinking how much i've grown
it's just an illusion
all in the name of comforting myself
the mentor still is the mentor
their advice change with time
but they never cease to be wise
so by determining the destination
will i then be able to determine the route
i feel so insecure
but i know i've to do it somehow
i'm so afraid
of walking up the same mountain i walked down previously, all over again
the feeling is so different
performing the same feat twice
what if i do not meet my expectations
i can't bear that thought
it is all in my destiny
but the responsibility feels too heavy for me to bear it all alone
and he said
this is the law of the universe
you can never deny it
all these time
i have gotten used to loneliness
if you see me walking down the street alone
don't be surprised
however
there are times when even one gets scared of loneliness
and tonight is one such time
I look up at the sky full of stars
and ask
where are you
You can run all your lifeand all mine I will chase...
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 22:35
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
=The Point=Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-Cocktail that I'm craving now:
Flaming LamboghiniI set upon this journey with a few others who were the support group, carrying everything i needed during this trip
It wasn't easy gathering them, for everyone knew what was in for them
We pushed over great distances, from day to night, from the grassy plains to the fast flowing rapids to the snowy mountains, all to seekwhat I was looking for
The journey carried on, until we reached a rocky pass in between two impassable mountains. The air was stale, the trees were bare, the sky was an ominous grey, crows were circling high above.
No one could see what was beyond this pass, for it was so foggy, that you couldn't see your own fingers if you placed them in front of you
Here, i could see the subtle change of expression of the men, they looked horrified, as if something was very wrong
True enough, the lead guide approached me.
"Sir, this is as far as we can accompany you. The men here refused to carry on any further. I'm sorry, and wish you best of luck for the remainder of the journey. I believe you've been told of
what would happen"
"It's alright. I've been expecting this somehow. You guys did so much for me already, how can I ever thank you guys."
The guys each wished me best of luck as I proceeded on my now solitary journey through this pass
The phial, that was given to me at the beginning of my journey, was now beginning to glow faintly.
There was a distinct difference; outside and inside the pass. It was as if there were an invisible line drawn across it. As I approached closer and closer to the entrance of the pass, the glow of the phial grew brighter and brighter.
So is this it?
I stood outside the entrance for the pass for a while. One could feel the cold wind howling within, sending chills down one's spine. I placed my left hand in, my hair stood on ends, and I felt as if I was being sucked into the entrance now, though I had firm control. Slowly but gradually, I placed my left foot in, half my body was now in.
I took a last glimpse of the world behind me, took a deep breath, and placed the remainder of my body in.
[edit]The next thing I knew, when i turned back my head, everything looked the same.
The world I previously was in, now was out of sight.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:28
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Monday, August 13, 2007
=The Man With Few Words=Song ringing in my head:
Endlessly from the album
Absolution by
MuseCocktail that I'm craving now:
n/aThere's part of meYou'll never knowThe only thingI'll never showIt's been rumoured
That there is a certain someone
whom you will give your 101% for
However, the crux, without a doubt is, who?
Could she be that cute girl you've been eyeing all along? Or that girl next door?
Or it could even probably be the colleague that you've been unable to work with all along.
It's plain to seeIt's trying to speakCherished dreamsForever asleepBut, is there such a person in the first place?
The answer is, there isn't really a need to think
For you might be already falling into the trap
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlesslyHopelessly, I'll give you everythingBut I won't give you upI won't let you downI won't leave you fallingIf the moment ever comesHopelessly, I find myself falling more and more in love with you...
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:17
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
=The Umbrella and the Magnesium Ribbon=Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/aLast wednesday's weather forecast:
Dark clouds have gathered over all parts of Singapore.
You're kindly advised to bring your umbrella along if you're heading out.
Sometimes, you can be 101% sure that it's gonna rain,
it's like in the alphabets, C comes after B.
However, sometimes, it just doesn't rain. Just like A comes after B.
Impossible?
And the presence of such circumstances, create real difficult dilemmas for one.
To bring, OR Not to bring, an umbrella.
But that's not really the problem.
Imagine bringing an umbrella along, thinking that it would definitely rain since they are huge grey clouds looming above. Then it doesn't rain.
Or leaving your trusty umbrella at home cause the sky looks clear and the sun is shining so brightly. Next, it rains.
It can also be particularly frustrating, when you put a ribbon of magnesium into a boiling tube of hydrochloric acid.
You guys went through at least Sec Sch Chemistry right?
What do you expect? Hydrogen gas which extinguishes a lighted splint with a 'pop' sound.
WHAT IF, your glowing splint rekindles?
ok mr. tyl i have to agree with you
I sometimes say really stupid things, that I ought to be shot several times in the head.
But trust me, I really don't mean it.
I can't help it, I was designed, to provoke. Remember?
Whatever it is, although I'm quite busy at work now, I'm gonna treasure the way things are now.
Run, whilst you can.
I'm coming...
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 18:56
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