cause as you said, the world's just about me and my mojitos.

and through these glass elements,
i will rid these problems,
one by one...

Friday, November 23, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XVIII : The Self-Inflicted Injuries=
Song ringing in my head:
Jay Chou's Secret OST
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

When I was young,
I had this tuition teacher, who in turn always places a bunch of bananas on the dining table.
(most probably cause they liked eating bananas)
(and you can add me to one of those who liked eating bananas too)
As I waited for my turn for the tuition, I(along with other tutees) would sit at the dining table to await our turn.
My tuition teacher, being very observant, could see that I was eyeing the bunch of bananas, for probably the n'th time.
"If you really like bananas, why don't you take one?"
"Erm, it's all right! I'm just looking at them." I said this probably cause I was shy, or felt that it wasn't that nice to be taking bananas from other people's home. [It's not because I was too poor to afford bananas, just that I was greedy. (somethings never change)]
And so I just stood and looked at the bananas with envy.
"You really sure you don't want one? If you really want one, go ahead and take it!"
"No no I'm really fine, thank you."

Sometimes it's just difficult to tell others what you want.
And it's even more difficult, to be the good guy. Isn't it so?

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 05:16
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Thursday, November 22, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XVII : The Discovery=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

recently i've discovered
i'm not the only one
which actually comes quite to a shock
that the people you known for very long
actually have the same dark secrets

Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above

During a conversation with one of my friends, he asked,
"Hey Marcus, where's the once happy Marcus that I used to know? The one that everybody liked you for."
I replied in doubt, "Hmmm, why! You sound as if I'm not happy now! I am! No mehs?"
"No lehs, it's not the same anymore."
"Huh? Why you say so?"
"Where are the happy entries you promised!!!"
"But I AM HAPPY!" or ...........

Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less

I had this dream, where I was carrying this young boy, whom presumably, is my son.
He was about four to five years old.
It was either his birthday, or Christmas, or some other festive season in which I present him with a gift.
So I was asking him, hey, so what do you want?
Do you want a new toy?
He shook his head.
Do you want a new computer?
He shook his head.
Any computer games?
He shook his ahead again.
Puzzled, cause knowing small kids, there aren't THAT many things that they can ask for, isn't it?
So instead of him shaking his ahead for the fourth time, I asked him,
So what do you want instead?
He looked at me, and pointed up towards the sky, atthe many constellations of stars above.
I pointed at the same direction as him, and gazed at him lovingly.
My dear, those are stars!
He looked at me with a very certain look, as if he knew exactly what he wanted.
He nodded.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 23:00
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XVI : The Origin Of Symmetry=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

the greatest pain is not not knowing what to say
it is when you do not know how to put what you've to say across

recently watching a friend of mine getting married made me very happy
*missing fragments to be filled up later...

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 10:42
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XV : The Calendar Girl=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

Dear blog,

Seems like the entries that I've been storing recently all have a sad connotation to them.
Sorry, I don't mean to.
It's not as if like life's that bleak for me.
Well, I promise to insert happy entries whenever I can!

Love,
Marcus

-
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:50
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XIV : The Champion=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

when something's dormant
doesn't mean it doesn't exist
i believe this is the second warning already
who gives a f who you are?
there may be others out there
good for you
so happy for you
but definitely i'm not one of them
yes, you might be omnipotent
doesn't mean the world has to do your bidding
there might be others
just because they chose not to take this path
doesn't mean they aren't better than you in any ways

you might be the best
but you don't deserve any respect

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 00:53
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part XIII : The Meltdown; Where Black And White No Longer Matters=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
No cocktail. Just a Honeydew Ice Blended from Coffee Bean.

maybe what qf said was right
i'm trying too hard to be special
the older i grow, the less i know

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 15:27
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=The Law of The Universe; Part XII : The Consequences of Too Little Too Late=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

All of human unhappiness comes from one single thing: not knowing how to remain at rest in a room.
-Blaise Pascal

*The Law of The Universe; Part XI has been reserved, it will be filled up at a later date.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 13:19
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Friday, November 09, 2007

=The Law of The Universe; Part X : The Secret=
Song ringing in my head:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration

The ballroom was as huge as a football field, its ceiling seem to be as high as the sky.
Such a setting seem to belong to that of the fairy tales, but yet, here I'm with you.
Everything feels so real.
The magnificent chandeliers hung at strategic places gave the ballroom a huge warm glow.

And there I was, on the centrestage.
Playing the guitar.
And there you were, on the ballroom dancefloor.
Happy and carefree.
Just the both of us.

Watch you spin around
In your highest heels

*

As I entered a room, I saw a mess that I've never seen before.
The glass vase was shattered.
And the flower stalks in it were all burnt.
Books fell off the bookshelf.
The rotating table made of rosewood had given way.
The dressing mirror had broken into countless pieces.
The precious chinaware on the table were now worthless.
The pictures hanging on the wall were now on the floor.
I closed the door behind me.
Made sure it was closed properly.
Next thing, I could hear myself playing the guitar.
A familiar tune. One composed by John Petrucci.
Song after song, I've never stopped.
However, the tempo started to increase after each.
I don't know how long I continued like that.
All I knew is that blood began to drip on the floor, I looked at my delicate fingers.
The strings had began to cut deep into the flesh. Still I continued. The tempo never stop increasing either.
I could now feel the strain on my left wrist. It is painful, but still I continued.
And then, it happened.
The furniture in the room started moving.
At the sight of this, I carried on to play even faster. The fretboard was now stained, the strings looked as if they had been coated with crimson red paint.
The pictures were now returning to their places on the wall.
The chinaware were now their original state on the table.
Fragments of the dressing mirror started to form back together.
The rotating table was now good as new.
The bookshelf were now full of books.
The flowers look as fresh as ever, nice daisies they were.
The glass vase was now back in place.
I have done, what I needed to have done.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 19:00
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