cause as you said, the world's just about me and my mojitos.

and through these glass elements,
i will rid these problems,
one by one...

Friday, September 26, 2008

=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part III: The Sky Is The Limit?
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Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a

Shutter count: 16898
Countdown : t-plus approx. 101 days 7 hrs

one thing i realised
for things that you don't really like
it's not enough simply just to put in some effort, and expect to do well in it.
this is a game, where you're expected to channel most (if not all) your energies into it.
the former does not hold true, because there're people who will spoil the market
i beg to differ, now it's no longer about giving all you've.
it's about giving more than what you've.
and i kind of like it in such situations, because you are pushing beyond your limits
and, that's when you start to grow
the flow of events that's about to happen, interesting.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 05:34
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Thursday, September 25, 2008

=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part II: The Undercurrents
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Cocktail that I'm craving now:
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Shutter count: 16898
Countdown : t-plus approx. 100 days 9 hrs

i was like a fool wasn't i?
or is a loser a more suitable term?
or is there any other word worse than the above left to describe me?
love's not a competition; but i'm not winning
but i guess it's all right, as long we know what are the undercurrents and what is to come!

right, you got your airtime.
now's time for Shimano!

Maimed
And numb
I have bled
Too long to feel
I've died for this dream
I can't stop living

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 06:52
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part I: There's Always The First Step?=
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Cocktail that I'm craving now:
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Shutter count: 16898
Countdown : t-plus approx. 98 days 4 hrs

having to look through my photo collection (after a certain date), for a need to develop some photos, made me kinda happy today. i haven't really gone out for a proper shoot, come to talk about it.

flowers! beautiful flowers! i want to do flower photography! i want...
a xxD series camera body
my EF 100mm f/2.8 Macro USM lens
my EF-S 55-250mm f/4-5.6 IS lens
my Speedlite EX580 Mk II
books on photography techniques
a powerful processor to post-process all my photos
TIME to take beautiful photos?

Down
On love
I'm so tired
I've had enough
I always thought
That it would get better

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:56
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Sunday, September 21, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXXIV: The Heat=
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Cocktail that I'm craving now:
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Shutter count: 16560 (not updated)
Countdown : t-plus approx. 96 days 6 hrs

there's always a price to pay for everything
but for this
there's no question about it is there?
the price is no doubt painful
but as said
there are somethings to be done

is it really a sat night thing or what! why are there these weird thoughts again.
hmmmm.

and it's really puzzling why my stomach did a backflip when i heard those words
"wah when i saw him i was like, super shuai and super eligible."

one down. well done, but there's the still the larger battle left.

a hundred battles fought

a hundred battles won

-Sun Tzu, The Art Of War

but the winner is the one that wins without even lifting a finger

i'm just gotta keep going and going

there will be zilch space for error

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 04:24
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Friday, September 19, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXXIII: The Weight=
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Shutter count: 16560 (not updated)
Countdown : t-plus approx. 94 days 4 hrs

heavy.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:32
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Thursday, September 18, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXXII: The Bittersweet Symphony=
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Shutter count: 16560
Countdown : t-plus approx. 93 days 01 hrs

again
i got beaten
not having much expectations
but not liking the feeling of getting thrashed either
i don't think this is one battle i want to lose
anyways pat on the back for not doing that badly
crap
what kinda resolution is that!

and it's kind of amusing to be a specatator
when you see somebody getting made use of
but it's far from fun, when you know you're the one being made use of

i don't know why i still bother so much about you
residual feelings perhaps
or what's left of it.
anyways, very disappointed back there.
never knew you were one of them.
oh! maybe it was as you said, you were one of them but i chose not to believe it.
so is it that way?
oh wells welcome you for joining the club.
so now, can i not hold back anymore?

don't blame me for the way things are right now
and the way things are going to turn out

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 00:07
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Saturday, September 13, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXXI: Breaking The Spell=
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Shutter count: 16560
Countdown : t-plus approx. 88 days 16 hrs

my time is running out
4 days = 96 hours to fully absorb 5 lectures + 5 tutorials worth of knowledge
because every single mark counts

a very interesting way of killing time i would say
but at least it was sthg entertaining and amusing
looks like i'm gonna blabber in such language the coming days

somehow somethings just will not be the same again hur?

now that i've asked the question, you asked me back 5 in return
how am i suppose to answer you back?

one more round and i'll be through
don't stop me here. i want IN.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 14:14
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXX: The Perfect Getaway Part II???=
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Shutter count: 16560
Countdown : t-plus approx. 84 days 05 hrs

HAHAHA ok maybe sleeping is still better!

oops. i think it's abit too much to take for me recently
growing stronger; but not strong enough.

oh please, you're doing this to spite me?
you think what i've done so far is on purpose?
oh screw it, if you want to be like that, then count me out.
principles of the conservation of energy my friend.
go search for it in my previous posts yourself.
sorry, i might have done something about it in the past.
but not now. really. not anymore.

still in the process of laying out those strategies.

i have had enough of this.
really.
i've warned you, time and time again
not to irritate me
not to step on my foot
not to aggravate me
not to mess with me
but you just refuse to listen
you're really asking for it
don't regret

it's all about beating the pros in their own game.
it seems like this is the only thing that matters.

and i don't know even know why i'm worrying about winter.
):

anyways i kinda liked the feeling when you asked me to smile tonight.
makes everything feel better.
maybe a smile is the solution to everything! (:

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:47
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Monday, September 08, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXIX: The Shifting Alliances=
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Shutter count: 16536
Countdown : t-plus approx. 83 days 05 hrs

whew
another week flew past
faster than i could say
"school has already started"

just finished an assignment
handed it 1 min before the dateline
*claps claps*
(obviously you can tell i'm already NOT in the right state of mind, then again, since when was i ever in the right state?)
32 pages.
24 pages of which are graphs.
time to take a deep breath!

you asked me what has changed
sorry, i really can't answer your question
not because i've something to hide;
but rather, i myself don't know what's going on.

just one consolation
recess week's in 2!
yay.

perhaps, the most worrying thing on my mind is
what shall we do for Winter break?
wouldn't exactly want nothing
and you'll be gone lah, arghs

ahhh, i think the fun part of uni
is that things are not that simple
it isn't just about the academics
it's life itself
you used to complain about everything
yet you don't know how lucky you're
but then again
i should also (: because i should be acknowledging the fact that i'm lucky in my own ways, shouldn't i?
and sorry, i don't think i deserve the right to judge you in anyways.

19-year old girls
ARGH
almost on the verge of slapping you left right centre
and somemore we have an affilation (omg i can't believe it)
what has happened to you people?! why all like that one?

ok, i think i need sleep. like seriously.
let me tell you a secret, i think i kinda like the feeling when you're so deprived of sleep.
such that nowadays i don't feel like sleeping.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

and SHEESH, i'm FAT. ):

Winter lovin' 2009. here i come.

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:51
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

=The Road To Recovery; Part XXVIII: The Right Turn=
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Shutter count: 16320 (incorrect at time of publication)
Countdown : t-plus approx. 77 days 04 hrs

it never stops does it?
was supposed to finish up my readings
but it suddenly cropped up again
couldn't ignore it could i?
and the conclusion again?
the right thing must be done.

would you know my pain? would anybody know my pain?
would anyone know how it feels?

don't intend on sleeping tonight.
thought you were THE MUGGER?
dream on, meet me.
woohoo.
pure discipline.
yeah right.

the only thing that could make it better's probably just
raw processing power.

And they say she's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there is nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time.

I must confess
That my loneliness is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here and give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

Pure passion.
Oh yeah.

Did I forget to mention that pain is good?
*winks*

Marc=) is ~~thinking of how can he make you happier~~ confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:23
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