IDENTITY
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
Marc=)
Canoeist since 2000
Ex-HCJC(or HCI for that matter)
04S69
Singapore
COPYRIGHT © MATCHSTIX06
=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part XIV: The Showdown (of Many More To Come)=
LSS:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Shutter count: 18532n/a
countdown: t-minus 37 days
originally
it was decided that as long there was a glimpse of hope opportunity
(because i always believed that hope was never an option anyways)
we would seize it and not let it go
apparently, as always, nothing goes according to plan.
and so, the few of us, armed with whatever we deemed necessary
dressed all smartly, so gentlemanly (or lady-like for the ladies)
made our way to our waypoint, with the sound of leather shoes pounding on the nicely polished marble flooring
we knew what we were supposed to do
we stopped outside the hall
and with precise coordination we stepped in together
it wasn't that hard to notice the entrance of a bunch of us dressed in suits and all.
there was a hesistation...
everybody stopped what they were doing and just stared at us
the next thing that happened? all hell broke loose, as if a magic spell was lifted and they finally realised what was going on.
we were now each on our own
the briefcases we carried weren't ordinary briefcases of course
we each knew, what we had to do.
*
suddenly, it just didn't feel like home
as they say, the only constant in life is change
and i guess, these are changes that take place too.
all i can, or should think now is, how to get out of it all. quick.
=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part XIII: The Opposites: Your Getaway, My Escape=
LSS:
Saving All My Love For You by Whitney Houston
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Shutter count: 18518n/a
countdown: t-minus 44 days
really, it's you people that i can't disappoint
you are the reason why i continue living for
you are the reason why i can't give up
like each punch i endure, i see your faces
suddenly, it isn't all about me
life isn't just about living it the way you want
who wants to work if we have a choice?
who wants to study if we have a choice?
who doesn't want to have fun?
who doesn't want to lead a luxurious life?
who doesn't want to enjoy the best life has to offer?
who doesn't want...
when you say you didn't have a choice, you weren't being truthful
you knew you had them, but you chose not to accept them
=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part XII: The Combustion=
LSS:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:n/a
Shutter count: 18474 countdown: t-minus 50 days
hurhur.
hurhur.i really can't stand some people.
now i know why you didn't like them.
by right to beat them you should just work harder.
but i guess ky always has a point there.
Music invigorates
Plugged in
Feel the surge
And the rise in the number of calculations your brain processes
Soon, even they can't stop you.
now i know why you didn't like them.
by right to beat them you should just work harder.
but i guess ky always has a point there.
Music invigoratesPlugged in
Feel the surge
And the rise in the number of calculations your brain processes
Soon, even they can't stop you.
=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part XI: The Bell Curve=
LSS:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Shutter count: 18357n/a
countdown: t-minus 57 days
time to wake up
suddenly, the world which was behind me, seemed to turn its back on me
it seems i've overestimated and underestimated
myself and the others
sheesh, i really do not know how these people from Venus manage it
after months and months of intensive training
it seems it only boils down to that single shot
that small window of opportunity that just opens to you
you and only you
the distance... calculated
windspeed... calculated
as your index finger tugs at trigger, bit by bit
your eye straining to maintain the crosshair on the target
your breathing, controlled. calm
your heart, beating as loudly as a bass drum, resounding through your entire body
your stomach growls, after days of not having mouth-savouring food
your hair on your skin tingles with all that excitement
it all boils down to that single shot
and in times like this, i'm very very glad to hear those who have some faith in me:
-unknown- says (9:45 PM):
i never regretted giving you that second chance
it's you people that i can't afford to disappoint
time to wake up
before i drown in this frozen ocean
and never to break out of this cycle again
(i'm curious to know, but then again
wtf why would i wanna give a damn)
=The Definition of 'Happy'; Part X: The Ultimate Killing Machine
LSS:
-play mode set on shuffle-
Cocktail that I'm craving now:
n/a
Shutter count: 18324n/a
*post is an accumulation of thoughts and feelings over the past few days and is not representative of any one instance
-unknown- said:
well i'm not sure how it's been for you but hang in there. Just have to survive
*Marc=) | The Liebe Song | +themission: Marcoustics Inc. -designed to provoke. said:
well
*Marc=) | The Liebe Song | +themission: Marcoustics Inc. -designed to provoke. said:
sometimes
*Marc=) | The Liebe Song | +themission: Marcoustics Inc. -designed to provoke. said:
survival isn't enough i guess
there're some people who are going to be on the list
still water runs deep.
looking at them just makes me all inspired
ultimate killing machines in the corporate world
so graceful, yet one moment of loss in concentration can lead to severe consequences
i want to be like them
who says it cannot be done?
if so, can the mile still be done under 4 minutes?
before we started, we looked at 4.0
we next reviewed it to 4.3, where it was a more realistic goal
now it came together with a 50sgd price tag for someone's xmas present *winks*
now, we know that just getting 4.3 is not enough...
not enough...
the purpose of the blog, changes from time to time...
you know it's a bad day when your subway order is WRONG.
but you know it's still not that bad when you still get a subway melt.
was a bad day; a deal that fell through
and getting locked out.
pissing the hell out of me.
gonna pursue my strobist dreams.