Friday, May 29, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part VIII: The Bear=
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if there's one thing i've learnt from these
it would be: never to rely on anybody, and not to trust anybody.
okay fine, make that two. each man for his own.
this world is a dark one.
meritocracy? a bunch of crap. there was never such a thing.
slowly learning the rules of the game. more haste is required.
i need to get back the usual feel, it's somehow not there anymore.
and i got this feeling the music's gonna stop anytime soon, i need to get a chair now. like now.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:41
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Friday, May 22, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part VII: The Inhabitions=
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i got this feeling i'm taking it harder than it was with you.
can you take me higher?
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:41
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=In Search of Sunrise; Part VI: The Correlation=
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hold me now, i'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking that
maybe six feet, ain't so far down
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:36
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=In Search of Sunrise; Part V: The Virtue : Patience=
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one more shot?
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:38
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=In Search of Sunrise; Part V: The Vital Sign=
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it just means that
something is really wrong.
time to rethink our strategies.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 00:21
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part IV: The Effects of Periodisation=
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getting sick and tired
sometimes you just feel like giving up
when you know it's the wrong thing to do
so easy to give it all up...
come on, give it to me...
*
18/5
perhaps something worth smiling over
double trouble? double happiness.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:56
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Monday, May 18, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part III: The Wasted=
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sometimes i am glad certain things happened
because i seriously can't fathom the way things would be now
not just you, but you as well.
i guess i am still not focused as i should be
after all these we would know what to do won't we?
the next time we'd be ready for what we're ready for
and yet why can't i just appreciate it these things? *sighs*
i know it's the right thing to do...
but.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:58
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part II: The Beautiful Day (Without You)=
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that's why i go to school for.
*
going to the root of the problems.
is there too little or too much emotions?
is it time to let go?
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 01:28
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Monday, May 04, 2009
=In Search of Sunrise; Part I: Every Beginning Has Its Story (The Story)=
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either things take some time to settle down, or i'm getting retarded
i finally realised, how screwed i'm
really really really screwed. big time. ARGHS.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 20:31
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
=The Foray; Part XXIII: The Implementation=
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when the music stopped, was left standing alone, in this game of musical chairs.
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 02:31
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Friday, May 01, 2009
=The Foray; Part XXII: The Monsoon=
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"Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards."
-Søren Kierkegaard
it's always at the end,
then you curse and swear at yourself for not having seen it
maybe time to get used to it
pfffft.
full of respect.
2 years. top 3.
it's all about the wants hur?
and so probably you would say, "see, i told you! you should have jolly well stayed."
nope, not yet!
18 again? 20 again?
sometimes, when the chance presents itself to you to reverse your "wrongly"-made decisions, would you?
short-lived as it may be
10 seconds probably?
it probably meant nothing to you
but it brought me lots of joy
not looking at what you type makes you say what you wanna say
i will probably end this entry off with a slap
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Marc=) is thinking of how can he make you happier confident that we'll get there; someday... at 05:29
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